Than to realise you’re the third party of a relationship.

I was filling up my personal diary with feelings, followed by facts. When I reread, I felt like slapping myself. One thing you don’t realise when you’re in one is that you’re in the wrong. Because everything would seem like its your right to be with her. And the more she touches you, the more you want to make that permanent. It really takes a lot of “seeing outside the box” to realise where you are, and how fucked up a character you are in their love story. I feel so sorry, so very sorry for them and myself. Time to move on?

But it’s really a big pat in the back to see that you almost pulled a girl away from her boyfriend. Imagine what you could do with single girls. This doesn’t make me feel any less guilty about what I did, oh so slap me people.